Friday, July 24, 2009

another train of thought to distract from the unwanted awkward
pour your drink of choice
as i ignore you.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

ignored endearments

They hide beneath white sheets
a sparrows voice inspires his every thought
shes glad to see the sun, that once was so timid
his eyes light with endearment as he watches her twirl
he lays beneath a tree that calms, tension was his only fault
her naive mind, ignores his stare of admiration.


green and blue
i see isle of you
leap for what you desire
once you receive
beg that the bear wont haunt you

here comes the time again... alarms ringing
to awake from embracing dreams
with inner meaning, what was lost... was it string?

twine, how divine.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

fuck your fear

As you ran across an active highway, you scream "fuck your fear".
A worried friend chases after you, and yells about your drunken antics.
Fear is what keeps us from death but also keeps us from feeling alive.
Strange how sometimes the only way to feel alive is to come close to death, to know its that simple, one car, one fall, and your gone.

Not her

For the first time in a long time I saw her...
She looked scared, unsure of what seemed so right.

It all doesn't matter anymore.

I need to be unwanted, I need to grow.
Who is this person I've become, who doesn't hold her own,
who cant break from the silence.

The everyday person I've become, I am not her.


There was one before who came and left his mark,
you covered it and left a better impression,
but i can not deny, the mark is under it all.


I suffer with thoughts that cannot reveal themselves
Frantically, i search my surroundings, hoping to find a way to feel again.
I want to know there is more than this...